There was a reason for everything.
The addiction.
The divorce.
Going to the gulag of depression.
Introduced to the program of recovery.
While there may be situations where I get anxiety, there is always a framework for me to get out of it.
However, I now see one of the most important culminations of every single moment until now: I have no fear of doing whatever it takes to raise my little girl as a single dad with sole custody, being the best father I can be.